sometimes i canít believe how much i lie to myself in order to get by all the time | pretending i feel nothing, pretending iím fine with the way things turned out | i kid myself i kid myself | i'm still in my own way | you were so far off the mark | gotta laugh about it | now look my veins are cut and you can read the humours as they bleed | do you know what it means? | (the lights are on but I didn't understand) (no, I won't go along) | so if you can, can you tell me, can you tell me, can you tell me | is it fatal?